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11 p.m. means Harperâs sports bar is officially done for the night.
The final stragglersâglassy-eyed and loudâare stumbling out while I make my rounds, wiping down sticky cocktail tables and gathering abandoned glasses.
I cut toward the back, dump everything into the dish pit, and tug at the ridiculous shorts that keep creeping up my thighs. The uniform is a joke.
âHurry it up, Mari,â Samuel calls, impatient as always. âIâve got somewhere to be.â
âAlmost finished,â I answer, scrubbing the counter and bar top until they shine.
When my side work is finally done, I clock out and meet him at the front.
âAbout time,â he sneers.
I roll my eyes and start the walk home.
I hate walking at night. I also donât get the luxury of options.
Mom and her boyfriend donât have a car. They donât have jobs either. Harperâs money keeps the lights on and food in the kitchen while Iâm trying to survive college. A year and a half left until my bachelorâs degree. After that, I can dump this place and find something that doesnât chew me up.
Footsteps ahead wobble in and out of rhythm.
Two men are coming down the sidewalk, swaying like the street itself is moving.
âWell, hello, gorgeous,â one of them slurs.
The other leans closer, grinning. âWhatâs a cute little thing like you doing out alone this late?â
They start angling in, trying to box me between them.
I step back fast, keeping space. âIâm just minding my business,â I say, shoulders tight, stance ready.
âFiesty,â one mutters, amused.
âLetâs have a little fun,â the other says, voice turning mean. âTeach her something.â He reaches for my arm.
I move firstâone clean punch to his nose.
He yelps and recoils. âOwâbitch!â
The second one dives at me and slams me down. My knee and elbow scrape concrete hard enough to sting through the adrenaline.
I jam my elbow into his ribs. His grip loosens.
When I scramble up, he catches the bottom of my shirt and yanks. Fabric tears. The lower half rips away in his hand.
I swing again, driving my elbow into his nose.
A wet crack snaps through the air, and he stumbles backward.
I pivot to runâ
âand the first guy nails me with an open-handed slap across the face.
Heat blooms across my cheek. Copper floods my mouth.
I kick his kneecap outward and follow with a vicious punch straight into his throat. He drops to his knees, hands clawing at his neck.
Thatâs my opening.
I sprint.
Adrenaline is roaring through me, keeping the pain at bay, but I can still feel blood tracking down my arm, my leg, my neck. The night air hits it and turns everything cold.
My little house finally appears ahead.
I push harder anyway.
Behind me, their footsteps thud and scrape, and their voices carryâobscenities, threats, fury.
I take the front steps in a single leap and smash through the door.
The second Iâm inside, I slam it shut and throw the deadbolt.
My forehead rests against the wood while I drag air into my lungs.
âMari?â
My motherâs voice sounds thin, shaky.
I turnâ
âand stop.
Eight men stand in my living room in crisp black suits.
One has a gun pressed toward my momâs head. Another has one aimed at Curtis.
The rest are poised, hands near their weapons, eyes fixed on me like theyâre waiting for a word to become a shot.
My gaze sweeps the room until it catches on the man lounging on the couch in front of my mother.
He sits like he owns the spaceâone leg thrown over the other, posture casual, attention razor-sharp.
Gray eyes lock onto me and donât let go.
Itâs the kind of stare that pins you in place.
Heâs beautiful in a dangerous way: sharp jaw, olive skin, dark hair, and those pale eyes made even more striking by everything else about him.
I hate that my breath catches.
His gaze drags slowly over me.
Something in it darkens.
âMari, what happened to you?â my mother blurts. âWhat is going on?â
I force myself to look away from him.
My eyes drop to Stella and Curtis, then to my own ripped, filthy clothes and scraped skin.
I look back at my mom. âNothing,â I lie flatly. âWhat is this?â
The anger in my voice isnât for the guns.
Itâs for her. For Curtis. For dragging me into their mess again.
âOh, wellââ she starts.
A violent pounding interrupts her.
The front door shudders.
My stomach drops. No. No.
âYou stupid bitch!â a voice screams from outside. âOpen up! Weâre gonna teach you a fucking lesson!â
The banging keeps coming, louder, crazier.
Curtis laughs under his breath, delighted. âGuess weâre not the only ones with problems.â He sneers. âI knew you werenât an angel.â
My head snaps toward him. âFuck you,â I spit. âMy âtroubleâ isnât because Iâm a useless idiot like you.â
Then I face the door again.
One suited man stands closest to it, watching me like Iâm a weapon he hasnât decided to trust.
My eyes flick to his holster.
I hold out my hand. âMay I?â
His brows jump. He glances at the man on the couch, waiting.
A silent permission must be given, because the guard draws the handgun and places it in my palm, grip-first.
âThank you,â I say, polite out of habit.
I drop the magazineâloaded.
I slide it back in and rack the slide, confirming a round is chambered.
My fingers find the deadbolt.
On the other side, the men keep promising pain.
I flip the lock and yank the door open, raising the gun in one smooth motion until the barrel points straight at the first manâs face.
âAnd what lesson is that supposed to be?â I ask, a smile pulling at my mouth.
In the edge of my vision, another gun is already trained on them too.
Backup.
âOhâhey, we donât want trouble,â one stammers, both of them lifting their hands and retreating a step.
I let my smile sharpen. âFunny. You didnât get the message on the street, and you followed me home. Sounds like you were begging.â
My teeth grind. âAnd since Iâm the one holding the gun, only my opinion counts.â
Behind me, a deep voice slides through the air.
âAre they why you look like this?â
âYes,â I answer without looking away from the two men.
âKill them,â he says.
The command lands like a switch flipping.
I donât hesitate.
I pull the trigger.
At the same instant, the guard fires too.
Both men crumple on the porch. Blood bursts upwardâhot spray across my face, my hands, the gun.
I exhale hard, like my body has been holding its breath for hours.
My thoughts are moving too fast to catch.
âClean it,â the man on the couch says, calm as if heâs ordering a drink.
Four men move immediately, lifting bodies, wiping blood, erasing evidence.
I tear another strip from my ruined shirt and wipe the handgun clean as best I can.
Then I offer it back, handle-first.
The guard takes it carefully, eyes wide, stunned.
I donât blame him.
Iâm shaking inside.
I just killed someone. I didnât even think.
It was the voice. That voice had weight. Power.
And it was both terrifying and magnetic.
I turn fully toward the man on the couch.
He watches me like Iâve entertained him.
A slow, pleased grin spreads across his mouth. Admiration glints in his eyes. One eyebrow lifts.
I break away first and face my mother again.
âYou were explaining?â I ask, dripping contempt.
Stella and Curtis stare at me like Iâm a stranger.
âWhat have you done?â my mother whispers, trembling.
I cross the room and drop into a chair, hissing when it pulls at my scraped skin.
âWe are not making this about me,â I say. âWhat did you do this time?â
I glance down at grit ground into my cuts.
My mother canât seem to speak.
So the man on the couch does.
âThey owe me money,â he says.
I nod once, unimpressed. âThat tracks.â
I reach for my checkbook automatically, already bracing for another bill Iâll have to pay because they canât be adults. I know I have at least fifteen hundred in my account.
âHow much?â
âFive hundred thousand.â
Everything in me freezes.
My heart drops so hard it feels like it hits my stomach.
I whip my head toward my mother.
Rage pours in, hot enough to lift me to my feet.
âWhat the fuck?â I shout.
Mom goes pale.
Curtisâs face twists with anger. âDonât you raise your voice at me, you ungrateful little bitch.â
I laugh once, sharp. âShut the fuck up. Nobody asked the peanut gallery for commentary.â
A couple of the suited men actually snicker.
I turn back to Stella. âWhat did you spend five hundred thousand dollars on?â
My pulse hammers.
Curtis spits the words like poison. âNone of your fucking business, little girl.â
A growl claws out of my throat before I can stop it.
My eyes slide to Logan.
His gaze lifts from Curtisâcold, flat, lethal.
Then it shifts to me, and it softens.
We hold that look for a beat too long, both of us measuring.
I let a smirk tug at my mouth and look back at Curtis. âYouâre right. Not my business.â
My voice turns sweet. âAnd if itâs not my business, itâs not my debt. He can pull it out of your ass.â
I start toward the hall. âIf youâll excuse me, Iâm going to shower and mind my business.â
âMarianneâwait,â my mother pleads. âWe need you. Please. Iâll tell you.â
I stop by the couch, close enough to feel the manâs presence like heat.
I look at Stella. âGo on.â
Her mouth trembles. âWe gambled a lot. And the restâŠâ Her eyes flick away. âWe spent on drugs. Iâm sorry, Mari. But thereâs still a way to fix it.â
My stomach tightens. I already hate the shape of that sentence.
âHow?â I snap. âI donât have half a million dollars.â
She gives me that soft, practiced smileâfake enough to curdle my insides.
âMr. Logan needs a virgin bride,â she says, voice too hopeful, too eager.
My gut twists.
Of course.
I turn and look down at him. âYouâre Mr. Logan?â I ask, distrust sharp.
He gives a short nod.
His gray eyes stay on me, unblinking, pulling at my attention like gravity.
I force myself to look away and glare at my mother. âSo youâre bargaining me? Selling me like Iâm something you can pawn?â
The hurt in my voice surprises me.
She rushes forward with her words, desperate. âPlease. Iâll fix it this time. I swear. Donât let me die. Iâm your mother.â
I know sheâs lying.
She always lies.
She has been an addict for as long as I can remember.
And stillâsome stupid part of me doesnât want her dead.
âAre you?â I ask, crossing my arms, tilting my head.
âOf course,â she insists. âI love you, Mari. This is the only choice left.â Her sadness is staged. Weâve done this performance before.
Curtis snaps, impatient. âJust do it, you stupid bitch.â
My eyes go back to Logan.
He doesnât look away from meâexcept when Curtis speaks, and then something in Loganâs focus sharpens, predatory.
Heâs dangerous. That much is obvious.
But the danger doesnât feel aimed at me.
His expression holds layers I canât read yet, and I feel an awful, undeniable pull to peel them back.
âHow do you even know Iâm a virgin?â I demand, turning to Stella. âIâm twenty-one.â
She gives a nervous, breathy chuckle. âYouâve never brought a boy home, soâŠâ
I tilt my head. âThat proves nothing.â
Curtis lets out a dark laugh. âFor godâs sake. We called your doctor. You think we didnât know heâd come? We also knew he wanted a bride. This was planned, sweetheart.â
My skin crawls.
âWhat?â I snap, fury and violation crashing together. âThatâs confidential. You canât do that. How did you do that?â
Curtis laughs like itâs funny. âWe did.â
I stare at him with pure hate.
Logan waits, patient as a judge.
He tips his head slightly, a silent prompt.
I pull in a deep breath. âFine. Iâll do itâon one condition.â
Loganâs brow lifts, amusement curling at the edge of his mouth. âAnd what condition would that be?â
I lean forward, bracing my hands on the back of the couch on either side of his broad shoulders.
I bring my mouth to his ear. âI want Curtis dead,â I whisper, low enough that only he can hear. âHeâs poison for my mother.â
Logan turns his head, lips brushing my ear as he answers.
âDeal.â
His arm hooks around my waist and yanks me down.
In one swift motion, Iâm seated in his lap, and he already has his gun out.
A single shot.
Curtis takes a bullet between the eyes.
The sound cracks through the small house and makes my ears ring.
I watch his body fold and hit the floor like itâs suddenly made of nothing.
A scream tears through the ringing.
âNo!â my mother shrieks. âMariâwhat have you done?â
Sheâs crying for him.
For that.
âI freed you,â I say, quiet and flat.
Loganâs mouth brushes my ear again. âPack a bag. Youâre coming home with me. Now.â
He frowns, tugging lightly at the hem of my shorts, inspecting the mess of my outfit like it offends him. âNot dressed like this.â
His eyes pin me. âWhere were you coming from like that?â
I glance down.
Two top buttons on his shirt are undone, showing a strip of hard chest.
My throat goes tight. âWork,â I whisper.
What is wrong with me?
âYou wonât be going back,â he says, voice firm. âLeave the uniforms.â
His fingers lift and wipe the blood from my bottom lip with a gentleness that doesnât match anything else in this room.
I nod, dazed. âCan I shower first?â
He smiles and nods like itâs the most reasonable request in the world. âYes. Call for me when youâre finished. Weâll handle your wounds.â
The words throw me.
No one worries about my wounds.
Is he serious?
I stand, and his hand stays on my hip as I rise, trailing there until Iâm fully upright.
Behind me, my mother is unraveling.
âHow could you, Mari?â she screams, sobbing. âI loved him!â
I kneel in front of her and meet her eyes.
âNo,â I say, cold and certain. âYou loved the drugs. You loved the high. You didnât love him.â
My voice hardens further. âAnd you donât love me either, or you wouldâve gotten sober a long time ago.â
Then I stand.
Even when I donât want them, tears spill down my cheeks.
They keep falling in the shower, and they donât stop when I step out and dry off.
They come again in quiet waves as I wrap a towel around myself and walk into my bedroom.
Logan is already there.
Sitting on my bed.
Waiting.
Chapter 2 Bringing You Home
Marianneâs POV
I flinched when I realized he was right there.
Logan looked carved out of marbleârigid shoulders, unblinking postureâbut his gaze wasnât cold. His eyes tracked over me, slow and thorough, and a hot flush chased up my skin. A small first-aid kit rested in his hand like heâd been carrying it the whole time.
He motioned toward the bed. âSit.â His voice was low, weighted with feeling.
I nodded and crossed the room on shaky legs, lowering myself onto the mattress. Tears kept slipping down my face without my permission while he knelt and began working ointment into the scraped skin on my knees.
âAre you crying because of me?â he asked, gentle. Then he looked up, expression tight. âBecause if you are⊠I swear Iâll take care of you. Properly.â
I shook my head.
He rose and brushed the wetness off my cheeks with his thumb. âThen why, precious?â he murmured.
Something in me snapped. The quiet tears turned into ugly sobs.
Logan pulled me in fast, folding me against his chest. One arm held my head there, steady, while my fingers clenched the front of his shirt like it was the only thing keeping me upright.
âSheâs never loved me,â I cried. âWhy? What did I do wrong?â
âHey.â His voice softened into a hush as he stroked through my hair. âIt isnât you, sweetheart. Itâs the drugs. They twist people into someone else.â
He stayed like that until my sobbing hiccupped itself smaller.
Logan eased back and wiped my face again, slower this time. âDonât let them see you like this. Youâre going to be their Queen.â His tone stayed kind, but the command underneath it was unmistakable. âIf you need to fall apart, you do it with me. Understand?â
âYes,â I whispered.
âGood girl.â He pressed a soft kiss to my forehead.
Then he returned to the cuts on my elbows and along my arm, careful, controlled. When the alcohol stung, I hissed through my teeth.
âIâm sorry, princess,â he said, like it pained him to cause it.
I forced a small, reassuring smile.
He leaned in to treat the split on my lip, his jaw tightening. âI shouldâve tortured those fuckers,â he said, the words dark with poison.
I caught his wrist gently where he was dabbing ointment. His hand stopped, and his eyes locked onto mine.
âTheyâre dead,â I breathed. âThatâs what matters.â
His thumb swept my cheek, softer than I expected. âYouâre right.â He straightened. âGet dressed. Weâll be leaving soon.â
I nodded and went to my dresser.
I grabbed jeans, a long-sleeve shirt, and underwear, then disappeared into the bathroom to change. Once I was dressed, I collected the few personal items I couldnât bear to leave behind.
When I stepped out, Logan stood near my bed with one of my suitcases open, packing it with brisk efficiency.
âIâll get you more clothes,â he said casually, lifting one of my college books. He paused, brow rising. âYouâre in college?â
I slid my toiletries into the suitcase. âYes.â I glanced up. âWill I be able to keep going?â
Something complicated flickered over his face as he stared at me.
âYes,â he said at last. âUnder certain circumstances. Weâll talk tomorrowâafter youâve slept.â He tossed the book onto the bed and came closer.
His fingers reached up and tucked a loose strand of hair behind my ear. âYou look worn out,â he whispered.
I let out a sad little breath. âDo you live far?â
A faint, almost wistful smile tugged at his mouth. âNo. Twenty-five minutes, maybe.â
I swallowed hard. âYou promise I can stay in school?â The question came out small, suspicious despite myself.
Logan cupped my face in both hands, steadying me. âI promise you can stay.â His voice sharpened in quiet conviction. âAnd from now on, when I give you my word, youâll know it holds. My word is everything. I donât want you doubting me.â
âIâm sorry,â I stammered, shaking my head.
âNo.â He softened again. âYou donât have to apologize. I get why you need to hear it. Thatâs why Iâm saying it now.â
His eyes searched my face, as if he was memorizing it. Then he offered his hand. âCome on, princess.â
I let him take mine.
He carried my bag in his other hand and led me downstairs.
Four of the men from earlier still waited below. My mother sat on the couch, still crying. As Logan and I approached, she lifted her head.
The look she gave me was pure hatredâdisgust swimming in her eyes.
âThis is your fault, Mari!â she shrieked. âI fucking hate you!â
Pain tore straight through my chest and lodged in my throat. Tears surged up, ready to spill, but I forced them backâLoganâs warning ringing in my ears.
I drew a long breath and steadied my voice. âWell, I love you,â I said. âThatâs why I chose what I chose. Maybe one day youâll get your shit together⊠and youâll forgive me.â
I didnât wait for her response. I walked past her without looking back and headed out the front door toward a black SUV.
By the time I reached it, my legs felt wrongâheavy, untrustworthy. I stumbled at the door.
Loganâs arm wrapped around me immediately, warm and solid, as he opened the back door. He lifted me into the seat like I weighed nothing and climbed in after me.
His arms closed around my body, broad and protective. âYouâre safe now, precious. You did good,â he murmured into my hair.
And just like that, the dam broke.
I clung to him and cried into his chest, smothering the sound against him.
Loganâs POV
I kept Mari pinned gently to me while her sobs shook through her. My fingers moved through her hair, then traced slow lines up and down her back.
Iâm aware Callumâmy right-hand manâcan hear every broken sound from the driverâs seat. Callum is also aware that if he ever repeats a word about what happens back here, Iâll kill him myself.
Thatâs why I told her she was safe.
Iâm proud of her for holding it together until we reached the car. Iâd been certain sheâd shatter the moment her mother spat out âI hate you,â because even I had felt that confession like a blade.
âShh,â I whispered into her ear. âIâve got you, sweetheart. Itâs okay.â
Iâd known she was strong the instant she burst into that living room.
When Iâd ordered those men dead earlier, I hadnât expected her to be the one to fire. That instruction had been for my menânever her.
And yet she pulled the trigger, no hesitation, no second thought.
That was the moment I knew I needed her as my wife.
Iâd said long ago I was looking for one. I just hadnât expected Stella to offer up her daughterâs virtue so eagerly. I also hadnât expected Mari to agree.
I still donât know why she didâwhether she was trying to save her motherâs life, or simply claw her way out of the cage her mother built around her.
Either way, I will treat her like a Queen.
My men will show her nothing but respect. I will give her the loyalty and care sheâs been starved of. She affects me in a way no woman ever has. Her beauty, her touchâmy pulse spikes, my skin lights up.
Even her conditions for marrying me had caught me off guard.
But what surprised me most was how ready I had been to kill Curtis because she asked.
Like something in me had clicked into place.
Usually, my men handle the trigger unless itâs necessaryâor personalâlike someone whoâs hurt my family.
The feeling Iâd had when she demanded Curtisâs death was the same as that.
Only worse.
More intense.
Her sobs thinned out, breath smoothing into something even. Her head grew heavy in my hand.
I looked down.
She was asleep.
My chest dropped as I realized sheâd cried herself into sleep on her first night with me. Even if it wasnât my fault, it still hurt to see.
I brushed hair off her face and ran my thumb gently over the bruise forming on her cheek. Her eyes were swollen and red.
And her lipâfuck.
It was puffed up, the split pushed forward by the swelling.
I know she fought. One manâs nose had been bent and bleeding; another had a broken nose too, and heâd been limping from a shattered kneecap. Iâd seen it the second she yanked that door open and faced them.
No one had needed to explain what theyâd been trying to do.
Iâd known.
Because I wanted her the instant I saw her.
And that doesnât happen.
Not with anyone.
âBoss,â Callum said, snapping me out of it. âWeâre here.â
He climbed out, came around, and opened my side of the back door.
I scooped Mari up carefully and stepped out with her secured against me.
The villa sat quiet under the cool night air. It was lateâmost of the house asleep. The only movement came from my men and the guards posted outside.
Callum held his arms out. âIâll take her, Boss.â
I angled my body away so he couldnât even graze her. âYou wonât touch her,â I said flatly. âEver.â
His hands lifted in surrender as he stepped back. âYes, Boss.â
âBring her bag to my room.â I nodded toward the SUV.
âYes, Boss.â
Mari shifted in my arms, half-asleep, then looped her arms around my shoulders and tucked her face deeper into my neck. A soft hum vibrated from her chest.
A crooked smile pulled at my mouth.
Fuck. Adorable.
I carried her to the front entrance.
Sullivanâmy younger brother and second-in-commandâmet me there with his arms open. âBrother, youâre back.â
Then his gaze dropped to Mari, and his brows drew together. âWhoâs that?â
âYour future sister-in-law,â I hissed. âKeep it down. Sheâs asleep.â
His face twisted into shock, his mouth forming a perfect âOâ.
âAll I know is her nameâMarianne. She goes to the university here, and her mother is Stella Marlowe.â I started for the stairs. âFind out everything you can.â
I paused just long enough to add, âAnd draw up a marriage certificate. I want us married by the end of tomorrow.â
Then I took the stairs before he could argue.
Mari mumbled against my neck, âHmm⊠whatâs going on?â
âShh,â I whispered. âGo back to sleep. Weâre home.â
She hummed again and relaxed.
God, sheâs precious.
Inside my room, I lowered her onto the bed.
Her suitcase already sat by the bedroom door. I didnât go through itâI simply slid it into the closet and pulled one of my shirts out for her.
Back at the bed, I eased off her shoes and socks, then carefully tugged her jeans down.
I groaned when I saw the black cheeky panties.
Her tan lines sat low along her thighsâshe wears shorts when she swims.
I pulled her shirt up and off next.
A tattoo curved along her hip: the phases of the moon.
Fuck.
Sexy.
Holding back was harder than it shouldâve been. She lay there in nothing but her underwear on my sheets, skin smooth, warm, entirely unaware.
I slipped my shirt over her carefully, hands controlled, because if I let myself feel too much, I wonât stay a gentleman.
Then I noticed the faint stretch marks on her thighs and bit my lip.
Fuck.
I tucked the blankets around her and kissed her forehead. âGoodnight, bambina (baby),â I murmured.
I went into the en-suite and turned the water cold.
I need it.
My hormones were ragingâmy cock hard like I was a teenager.
I wrapped my hand around myself with a quiet groan when Mariâs body flashed in my mind.
Fuck it.
I stroked, slow at first, then harderâbase to tip and back againâmy throat catching on a guttural sound.
Her face replaced everything: brown hair, blue eyes, those full lips.
âAhh,â I groaned under my breath as the image of her mouth wrapped around me hit.
Fucking hell.
A few more strokes and I came hard, one hand braced on the shower wall as my body jolted.
âFuck,â I muttered.
I washed off quickly, pulled on sweatpants, and climbed back into bed.
I wrapped an arm around her waist and drew her back until she was flush to my bare chest.
She hummed and snuggled closer.
A smile settled on my mouth.
Iâve never felt this contentâeverâas I do right now. She smells like vanilla and strawberries, and it drives me insane⊠yet somehow it calms me, too.
When I woke, sunlight was slipping through the curtains in pale strips.
Marianne was still asleep in my arms.
I pulled her closer and buried my face in her hair, breathing her in.
She stirred, fingers gliding down my arm until her hand rested over mine.
âGood morning, bella (beautiful),â I rumbled, voice rough with sleep.
She shivered against me, and I smirked.
She turned enough to face me, humming softly, and then she smiledâgorgeous, unguarded. âGood morning,â she said.
I couldnât stop my own smile. âYouâre so beautiful.â
Color rushed into her cheeks. She turned her face into the pillow like she could hide from the compliment.
I chuckled and tightened my hold, nuzzling into her back.
âWeâve got a big day, precious.â I spoke quietly. âWhen do you have class again?â
âTomorrow,â she said. âMonday, Tuesday, and Thursday.â
âWhat time?â
âNine to twelve.â Her voice was smooth, still sleepy.
Mari sat up and looked around like she was orienting herself. âWhereâs the bathroom?â she asked, small and uncertain.
I grinned and pointed to the door on her side of the bed.
She stoodâand then froze.
She was only wearing my shirt.
She gasped and whipped around to face me, yanking the hem down her thighs with both hands. âUh⊠did you change me?â Her voice jumped higher.
I arched an eyebrow and propped myself up, leaning lazily on one hand. The blanket slid down my body, exposing my bare chest.
Her eyes droppedâdragged over meâand she swallowed hard, stepping back.
âI did,â I said simply.
Her gaze snapped up, flustered.
âWe should⊠set boundaries,â she choked out. âUntil weâre actually married.â
I stood and took a step toward her. âAnd what kind of boundaries are we talking about?â
She backed up a step. âUhâwell. Not seeing me naked would be one.â
âYou werenât naked,â I said, taking another step while she retreated again. âYou were in your undergarments.â
âClose enough,â she shot back, stepping away once more.
âIs it?â I asked, head tilting, the smirk returning as I closed the space.
Her back met the wall.
âYes,â she whispered.
I braced my hands on either side of her head, caging her in without touching her. âIâm not sure it is,â I murmured, bringing my face closer.
Her palm came up to my chest, stopping me.
The second our skin met, a shiver ran through both of us.
Her eyes closed as she let out a shaky breath.
I wanted to know what sheâd do if I pushed closerâso I did.
I stepped in until my hips lined up with hers.
She didnât shove me away.
She only opened her eyes.
The innocence in that blue stare was obvious. She likes thisâtoo muchâand it scares the shit out of her.
My hand dropped to her jaw, cupping it carefully.
âI only put my shirt on you,â I said softly. âNothing else. You have my word.â My thumb brushed lightly near her cheek. âAnd even after we marry today, Iâll respect your boundaries until youâre ready.â
Her lips parted, breath catchingâand my attention snapped to her mouth.
âI want to kiss you, Marianne,â I whispered. âTell me not to, if thatâs not what you want.â
I brushed my lips against hers.
She didnât refuse.
So I closed the distance and kissed herâslow, deep, and deliberate.
The hand sheâd used to clutch my shirt slid up to my bicep.
My other hand left the wall and wrapped around her waist, pulling her closer.
My tongue swept along her bottom lip, asking.
When she opened for meâwhen her tongue met mineâknuckles rapped against the bedroom door.
I groaned.
Mari shoved at my chest, breaking away. âWhere are my clothes?â she asked, frantic.
I chuckled and framed her face with my hands. âRelax, sweetheart. Theyâre in the closet. Thereâs a door in the bathroom that connects to it.â I kissed her lightly. âGo get dressed, love.â
I walked to the bedroom door and waited until I heard the bathroom click shut.
Then I opened up.
Sullivan stood there, concern written all over him.
âWhat is it?â I asked, irritated. âIt better be important.â
His expression broke into a grin. âWe were worried. You never sleep this late.â
âWell,â I said flatly, âIâve never slept that well either. Weâre fine. Weâll be out soon.â
I closed the door in his face.
In the closet, I noticed her bag had been opened.
Goodâsheâd found what she needed.
I pulled on blue jeans and a black shirt.
When I stepped out, Mari sat on the edge of the bed holding my shirt in her hands. As soon as she met my eyes, she blushed.
âI didnât know what to do with it,â she mumbled, standing and offering it to me.
I laughed and took it, tossing it onto the bed. âYou couldâve dropped it on the bathroom floor. I wouldnât have complained.â
Her head shook fast. âI canât do that.â
âAlright.â I took a step closer. âThereâs a basket in the closet for next time.â
She looked up at me, nerves flickering.
âReady to meet my family?â I asked, smoothing her bangs back.
Her long dark curls had been French braided down her spine. She wore jeans, a plain white T-shirt, and Converseâsimple, and somehow it made her look even more striking.
Panic hit her face. âWhat if they donât like me? How many people are there? I donât even know your last nameâumââ
I cut her off by kissing her.
Slowly.
Until her shoulders loosened and she kissed me back.
When I pulled away, I held her cheeks and ran my thumb along her bottom lip. âFirstâtheyâre going to love you. Secondâitâs my mom and three younger brothers. My dad died two years ago.â
I continued calmly, âThere are maids here, and my men. And my last name is Brennan.â
âLogan Brennan,â she whispered.
The sound of it sent a shiver through me.
âI know youâre MarianneâMari,â I said, âbut I donât know your last name.â
âCarhill,â she answered.
Then she glanced down at my chest, voice smaller. âLogan⊠what do you mean, âyour menâ? What do you do?â
Her stomach growled mid-question.
I chuckled.
âMari.â I lifted her chin so sheâd look at me. âI promise Iâll tell you everything you want to knowâin time.â
My tone stayed gentle. âThere are things I canât tell you yet for your safety, and things I can. But it all waits until after breakfast, okay?â
She nodded, meek. âOkay.â
âOkay,â I echoed.
I kissed her once, soft, then laced my fingers through hers. âTime to meet my family, bambina (baby),â I said, leading her out.
Chapter 3 Meeting the family
Loganâs POV Mariâs nerves were there if you knew where to look, tucked behind that calm little mask she wore. The moment we stepped out, her eyes swept the property like she was cataloging every color and corner. The villa leaned Spanish in its bonesâwarm stucco, arched lines, and a palette of yellows and greens that made the whole place feel sun-soaked.
âWow,â she breathed, almost like she didnât mean to say it out loud.
A grin pulled at my mouth. âYou like it?â
She nodded, voice quiet. âItâs beautiful.â
âSo are you.â I held her gaze on purpose.
Pink rushed into her cheeks and she turned away like Iâd cornered her with the compliment.
I kept walking with her, letting the anticipation build. âWait until you see the gardens and the vineyards.â
Her head snapped back to me. âYou have a vineyard?â
âWe do.â Pride hit my chest, steady and familiar. âAnd our own wine company.â
âWow,â she said again, like the word was all she had for it. âThatâs⊠amazing.â
The dining room came up next, and the second we crossed the threshold, I clocked the vibe: tight shoulders, wary faces. Ma sat at the table with my brothersâand a surprise I didnât want.
Zelda.
My advisorâs daughter.
Why the fuck is she here?
Ma shot up so fast her chair scraped. Before Mari could even react, my mother was on her, hugging her like sheâd been waiting years. âOh, Mari, itâs so nice to finally meet you. Can I call you Mari? Youâre so prettyâmy son is going to make you so happy. Call me maââ
âMa,â I cut in, sharp.
She blinked, then laughed it off, delighted with herself. âSorry. Iâm just excited.â
Zelda slid in with her nasal voice, all practiced sweetness. âLogan, itâs so good to see you.â She stepped into me and looped her arms around my neck.
I didnât hug her back.
Instead, I tightened my hold on Mariâs hand when she tried to ease her fingers out of mine.
âDonât touch me, Zelda,â I snapped, shoving her off with barely-contained irritation. âSince when are you allowed to touch me?â
Her sneer faltered into surprise. Then her gaze flicked to Mari and twistedâjealousy, anger, both.
âBut sheâs touching you,â Zelda protested.
I pulled Mari in, arm locking around her waist like it belonged there. âSheâs my wife. She can touch me whenever she wants.â
Mari turned to her with a small, polite smile. âNice to meet you, Zelda. Iâm Marianne.â
Zeldaâs jaw went hard. âNice to meet you too,â she said, each word shoved out through clenched teeth.
âPerfect,â I said, letting a smirk show. âNow sit down. My wifeâs hungry, and Iâd like to get her fed.â
Zelda had always had that ridiculous school-girl crush on meâloud, obvious, not returned. She was too stuck up, too wrapped around money and appearances to interest me for a second.
I guided Mari to the chair beside mine and pulled it out for her. She paused, surprised, then gave me a smile so soft it went right under my skin.
âThank you,â she whispered.
Once I sat, I leaned in and murmured against her ear, âYouâre welcome, precious.â
Heat flushed across her face so fast it made me feel absurdly satisfied.
Across the table, all three of my brothers were staring like Iâd grown a second head.
Miles, the youngest, finally spoke. âYou going to introduce us, brother?â
âYeah.â I nodded. âMari, these are my brothersâSullivan, Connor, and Miles. Boys, this is your sister-in-law, Marianne.â
Mariâs smile stayed steady even with nerves tugging at the edges. âItâs nice to meet you all.â
Connor grinned. âNice to meet you too. Loganâs never brought a girl home, so⊠youâll have to forgive the shock.â
Mari chuckled.
My head turned so fast it almost hurt. I hadnât heard her laugh before. It sounded like musicâlight, clean, effortless. A petty part of me hated that Connor got it out of her first.
Conversation eased into something normal after that. While everyone talked, I loaded Mariâs plateâfruit, biscuits, meat, eggs, gravyâlike I was trying to make up for every meal sheâd ever skipped.
Her hand brushed my thigh.
My breath caught. I shut my eyes for a beat, forcing air into my lungs, then opened them and met her gaze.
âI canât eat all this, Logan,â she whispered, cheeks pink.
âThen eat what you can, love.â I tucked her bangs back so I could see her whole face.
She blushed again, deeper, and it hit me like a reward.
Zelda ruined the moment with a blunt, disgusted burst. âSo what happened to your face?â
I shot Zelda a glare, then looked at Mari. Mariâs expression went careful, like she was trying to decide whether Zelda was curious or hunting.
âYou donât have to answer that, amore (love),â I murmured.
Mari frowned at me, then softened. âNo, itâs okay.â She turned back to Zelda. âI was attacked on my walk home from work. I was lucky enough to defend myself and get away.â
Ma gasped. âOh no, sweetheart⊠thatâs awful.â
Zelda tilted her head, fake-sweet. âAnd what happened to the men who attacked you?â
Mari went rigid beside me. Her eyes iced over. âTo hell if I know. Or care.â
God, I loved it.
My body reacted instantlyâan ugly, inappropriate jolt. What the fuck is wrong with me?
âNor should you, bambina (baby),â I said, voice final, slamming the door on the topic.
Zeldaâs face drained when she realized Mari wasnât an easy target. Stupid bitch.
Mari still held tension in her shoulders, so I put my hand on her thigh. She startled, then covered my hand with hers and let herself breathe.
âI need to talk to you after breakfast,â Sullivan said, drawing my attention.
I gave him a short nod.
As Mari ate, she traced slow circles over the back of my handâmaybe for her own nerves, maybe without thinking. Either way, it settled me. I mirrored it, rubbing calm circles on her thigh.
Half her plate in, she set her fork down.
âYou full?â I asked.
She nodded. âYeah.â
âGood.â I smiled and brushed my thumb over her bottom lip.
Then, keeping my voice low even though everyone could hear, I asked, âI have to handle something quick. Shouldnât take more than thirty minutes. You okay here with ma?â
For me, the room narrowed to just her.
âYes,â she said, smooth as silk. âGo do what you need to do. Iâll be fine.â Her fingers slid up to gently stroke my forearm.
I kissed her forehead, then leaned in to her ear. âIâll show you around when I get back. I promise.â A soft kiss landed on her cheek.
I rose from the table and Sullivan stood with me.
âYou two,â I told Connor and Miles, âget your butts to work.â
âYes, boss,â they answered, dripping sarcasm.
I gave them a look.
They bolted.
Mari burst into giggles. Ma joined her, laughing hard. When Mari looked up at me, it only got worse, like my face was fueling it.
I didnât even pretend to resist. I leaned down and covered her mouth with mine.
The giggles cut off instantly. Her hand came up and gripped my wrist where I held her face. When I pulled back, her cheeks were stained a deep crimson.
âYour giggles are absolutely adorable, amore (love),â I murmured.
Her blush darkened, and my smirk widened as I left the table with Sullivan.
âYou two seem pretty acquainted already,â he said as we headed toward my office.
A smile tugged at my mouth. âSheâs fucking amazing,â I muttered, shaking my head like that would knock the feeling loose. It wouldnât. Something about her kept pulling me in.
Sullivanâs brow lifted. âIs she now?â
âYes.â I sat behind my desk. âWhat do you have?â
He shut the door and handed me a manila envelope. âHer last name is Carhill.â
âI know that.â Impatience was already crawling under my skin. âThe marriage certificate?â
He rolled his eyes. âDamn, Mr. Impatient. Yesâcertificateâs in there, along with everything I found.â He took a seat. âSheâs clean. No police record. Started working at sixteen at Harperâs sports barâdishes, bussing tables. At eighteen she moved to cooking. She only started bartending recently, once she turned twenty-one. Sheâs halfway through her third year of college. Double major. Agriculture and architecture, ironically.â
My eyebrows lifted. Double major.
âFirst two years were scholarshipâ4.0 GPA,â he continued. âShe used her job money for books. This year she had to apply for financial aid. Sheâs been making monthly tuition payments.â
âPay it off,â I said, flipping through the folder. âNext year too.â
Sullivan stared. âWhat? Logan, are you sure?â
âYes.â I didnât look up. âAnd she needs a bodyguard to escort her to class.â
âLoganââ
âI promised her something.â My voice cut him cleanly. âIâm keeping it.â
He exhaled, defeated. âYes, Boss.â
I kept reading until I hit her medical file.
One sheet of paper and my blood went molten.
Five hospital visits in the last year. Cuts. Burns. Broken ribs. A fractured femur.
Curtis.
That motherfucker.
Mariâs words echoedâHeâs poison to my mom. But heâd been poison to her too, in ways that made my hands want to break things. How long had that been going on? What else had he tried?
Now I wished I hadnât killed him.
Death was mercy compared to what he deserved.
Sullivanâs voice cut through the noise in my head. âSo how are you doing the wedding, brother?â
I blinked, forced my focus back. The question took a second to land.
âIâm getting her a dress,â I said slowly, thinking it out. âA good one. And a ringâsomething that matches Mom and Dadâs bands. Ceremony⊠probably right here in the office. You, the boys, ma. Simple. Best option.â
Sullivan studied me, one brow up.
âIâm trying to keep her safe as long as I can,â I explained. âEspecially since she wants to finish college.â
âAnd for safety purposes,â he pressed, âare you going to tell her about Felix?â Concern edged his tone. I couldnât tell who the concern was for.
âYes,â I said without hesitation. âIf she doesnât know, sheâs in more danger. If she does, sheâll watch her surroundings.â
âThat could scare her, Logan. Make her paranoid. She might even run.â He sounded irritated now. âYou not worried about that?â
A slow smirk stretched across my mouth. âIâm not worried about shit, brother. Ask my men about last nightâyouâve got my permission.â
Sullivanâs jaw tightened. âYouâre pretty relaxed about all of this.â
âAnd you will be too once you do what I told you.â I shut the folder. âMy bride is a fucking Queen. Youâll see.â
He went silent, shock stealing his words.
I shifted gears. âWhatâs happening with Felix?â
Sullivanâs face hardened. âNothing lately. Radio silence. Which means one thingâheâs planning something big.â
âThen we figure out what,â I said. âWhenâs the next export?â
âFriday. Everythingâs set.â
âGood. Double the security anyway.â I pushed up from my chair.
Sullivan frowned. âWhere are you going?â
âTo find my beautiful bride,â I said, cool and certain. âShow her around. Get to know her. Something better than this.â I gestured vaguely at the office.
He huffed, frustrated, as I passed him and left.
I headed back toward the kitchen. Thatâs where Iâd left Mari with Ma.
I found her at the counter with my mother, rinsing fruit. Mari listened quietly while Ma went on one of her full-volume trips down memory laneâmy childhood, my attitude, the way Iâd apparently been a handful from birth.
Mari giggled as I came up behind her.
Across from her, Zelda sat and stared like she wanted to carve Mariâs eyes out.
I couldnât stand that woman. Maybe this would drive the point in deeper.
I slid my arms around Mari from behind and pulled her back against my chest, dropping my face into the curve of her neck.
She gasped and jumped. âOhâLogan. You scared me, goodness,â she panted, one hand pressed flat to her chest while the other found my hand resting on her stomach.
âIâm sorry, amore (love),â I whispered. I kissed her neck slow, and her head tipped to the side without her meaning to.
âReady for your tour, bambina (baby)?â I murmured, dragging my mouth upward to her ear.
Mari shuddered, then glanced at Ma like she was silently asking permission.
Ma smiled. âGo on, honey. Zelda can help me finish.â
âWhat? I donâtââ Zelda started.
âYou will help me, Zelda,â Ma said, voice iron.
I bent close to Mariâs ear. âCome, bellissima (gorgeous).â I took her hand and led her out, leaving the rising argument behindâmostly Zelda whining while Ma shut her down.
âI want to start inside,â I told Mari, smiling. âIf thatâs okay.â
âOkay,â she chirped, brightening, and hooked her free hand around my bicep.
Chapter 4 â Youâre Going to Belong to Me
Marianneâs POV
Logan took his time walking me through the villaâs interior. Everywhere I looked, the house glowedâsoft yellows and greens on the walls, stained-glass fixtures throwing colored light, and portraits that looked like theyâd been lifted straight out of the late 1700s.
âThis is unreal, Logan,â I said, tipping my head back to meet those hypnotizing gray eyes. âWhen was it built?â
He let out a quiet laugh, and my stomach flipped like it had a mind of its own.
â1889,â he told me. âMy great-great-grandfather built it. He wanted something the family could keepâsomething that would outlast him.â Pride sat plainly in his voice.
âHe pulled it off,â I murmured, still stunned.
âLogan, Iâve honestly never seen anything like this,â I squeaked, trying to process room after room. A game room. Two sitting areas. A theater. A dining room so big it felt like it belonged in a museum.
Then he guided me down a grand hallway, straight toward two towering oak doors waiting at the far end. Loganâs mouth curved as he opened one for me.
The space beyond stole my breath.
A ballroom. Massive. Vaulted ceilings, and a crystal chandelier hanging like a frozen waterfall of light.
âHoly shit,â I breathed, turning in a slow circle as if that would help my brain accept the size of it.
My smile had barely formed before Loganâs arm slid around my waist. He spun me to him and pulled me flush to his chest like it was the only place I belonged.
âDo you dance, amore (love)?â His voice dropped low, and my heart stuttered.
I gave a nervous little laugh. âNot even slightly.â
Logan burst into a rich, deep laugh that made me forget how to inhale. His head tipped back, shoulders lifting as he laughed, and I felt itâfelt his chest vibrating under my palms when I set my hands there.
Why am I like this around him?
I felt⊠happy. Grounded. Protected. Like I mattered.
And none of it made sense. My mother had sold meâno, traded meâfor her debt. Was that his idea? Hers? Had he wanted me as a wife from the start? Or had he been surprised, too?
âIf youâre worried about the dancing,â he said, the amusement fading into concern, âI can teach you, dolcezza.â
âI believe you,â I admitted with a small smile.
His mouth brushed close to my ear. âSo tell me,â he said softly. âWhatâs going on in that beautiful head?â
The fear Iâd been swallowing rose anyway. âDid you ask my mom for me?â My voice came out thin.
He pulled back and studied my face, like he was reading every flicker of emotion.
âNo,â he said. Then, after a beat, âBut if she hadnât offered⊠I would have.â
My pulse jumped hard enough to hurt.
âWhy?â I whispered.
Loganâs fingers curled under my chin, his thumb settling beneath my bottom lip as he tipped my face up. âBecause Iâve never met anyone like you,â he murmured. âNo woman has ever caught my attention the way you didâseconds after walking through my front door. But you did.â
I stared at him, stunned into silence.
How? I was nobody. A girl from a drug-soaked house who worked herself raw just to eat. I didnât understand what there was to notice.
âHey,â he whispered, dragging my focus back. Vulnerability softened him as he tilted his head. âCan I ask you something?â
I nodded.
âWhy arenât you afraid of me?â he asked.
I lifted my shoulders and slid my arms around his neck. âShould I be?â I tried to make it playful.
A slight frown touched his face. âI had men in your house with guns, Marianne,â he said, like the words tasted bitter.
âThey didnât point them at me,â I argued, shrugging. âAnd someone even handed me one.â
âMari.â His voice turned stern as his hand tightened at my waist.
âItâs complicated, Logan,â I sighed, pouting before I could stop myself.
His thumb dragged firmly across my lip. âExplain anyway,â he ordered.
I dropped my gaze to his chest, and he lifted my chin again.
âLast night,â I said quietly, âwhen I looked at you⊠I didnât see danger. I didnât feel threatened. I feltâŠâ I swallowed. âSafe.â
âYou were,â he said, gentle but absolute. âFrom the second you came through that door.â
I shook my head, words stumbling out. âI feel⊠different with you. Your family is⊠amazing. I donât know. I justââ
âI feel different with you too,â he admitted, softer now. âYou pull things out of me I didnât even know were there.â
Something in my chest liftedârelief, joy, terror, all tangled.
Before I could think too hard, Logan leaned in. His lips brushed mine once, tender, and then he kissed me fullyâslow, deep, deliberate.
My hands stayed at his neck as we moved together. When his tongue swept my bottom lip, I opened for him without hesitating this time, meeting him instead of retreating.
The kiss shiftedâharder, possessive. His fingers threaded into the hair at the base of my neck and tightened, and a quiet moan slipped out of me.
I slid my fingers into his black, silky hair, tugging just enough.
Logan groaned and hauled me closer by the waist. Heat coiled low in my body as his palm flattened over my hip and then gripped it roughly. A needy sound tore from my chest before I could swallow it.
âSeriously? In the ballroom?â
The interruption hit like a slap.
That familiar nasal voiceâZelda.
Logan let out a frustrated sound as he broke the kiss, turning to glare at her. I whimpered without meaning to, and his attention snapped back to me for a secondâeyes dropping to my mouth, then lifting to meet mine.
There was a warning in his gaze that made my breath catch. His pupils had blown wide, his smoky gray darkened into something dangerous, and my body wanted to understand exactly w...
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