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"After the witchās memory severance ritual, I forgot everything. I forgot the Alpha I was fated to for seven years. I forgot the Omega girl Iād sponsored since childhood, the one who stole my entire life. I forgot everything about the Blackwood Pack. With the paperwork severing my ties to the pack finalized, I applied to join the Lunar Guard and was shipped out to a conflict zone overseas. Everyone assumed I was just throwing a tantrum. They thought I'd come crawling back to the packās protection after a few weeks in the shit. They were wrong. Five years later, helicopters with strange markings descended on the Lunar Guardās outpost, surrounding us. Armed wolf warriors swarmed the area, securing it in seconds. Under the blinding glare of a searchlight, an emissary from the North American Wolf Alliance stepped out. He looked at me, his face a mask of shock. āAfter all these years, why did you never contact Alpha Aiden of the Blackwood Pack? Do you have any idea heās been waiting for you for five whole years?ā I blinked, confused. āIām sorry, I underwent a memory severance ritual a long time ago. Who⦠who is Aiden?ā The air went still. A sudden, sharp panic seized my chest, and I instinctively looked up. In the helicopter's open hatch stood a man in tactical gear. His tall, powerful frame was rigid, and his eyes, red-rimmed and raw, were locked on me. ⦠I found out about Aiden and Lily on the night of our bonding ceremony. I couldnāt find him anywhere. Finally, I saw them on the terrace of the pack leaderās cabin. He had her, Lily, the Omega girl Iād supported for a decade, pressed against the wall, his mouth devouring hers. I walked over calmly and slapped him across the face. The next thing I knew, Lily shoved me off the terrace. As I fell, a strange sense of predictability washed over me. It was happening again. Everyone I cared about was eventually stolen by Lily. She was the orphaned daughter of my fatherās old war buddy, a pitiful Omega with a tragic backstory. I started sponsoring her when she was twelve, treating her like a little sister. I paid for her education, brought her into my social circle, and found her a comfortable administrative job within the pack. She was clever, charming, and bright, like a little ray of sunshine. My family and my pack mates, who were initially wary of her, all grew to adore her. āThat little Omega is so much more likable than you.ā Iād heard those words more times than I could count. And now, even my Alpha, the man Iād loved for seven years and was about to officially bond with under the Moon Goddessās watch, had fallen for her act. When I woke up in the pack infirmary, Aiden was sitting by my bed. He wasnāt there to check on my injuries. The only name on his lips was Lily. āSelena, that kiss⦠it was a mistake⦠It will never happen again.ā āAnd as for Lily, youāve taken care of her for years. Her life is already hard enough. Donāt hold this against her, okay?ā I looked into his golden eyes, the mark of an Alpha, and a bitter laugh escaped my lips. āAiden, youāre saying all this because youāre scared Iāll ruin her reputation, scared Iāll have her kicked out of the pack. Isnāt that right?ā His face darkened. He grabbed my wrist, his grip like iron. āI know youāre angry, but as the future Luna, your actions affect the stability of the entire pack.ā āLet this go. Weāre about to be bonded. Donāt make this messy.ā I wrenched my hand free and stared at the full moon outside the window. He opened his mouth to say more, but his Beta appeared, whispering in his ear. Lily was having an emotional breakdown. She needed him. Aiden glanced at me, his tone softening slightly. āThereās trouble with some rogue wolves on the border. I have to handle it myself. You get some rest.ā He was gone before I could answer. He rushed out without a backward glance. He never came back. I lay motionless in bed, my eyes fixed on an ad on a hidden forum on my phone. ćAn ancient witchās memory severance ritual. Break the chains of your past.ć Iāve always been decisive. And I have zero tolerance for betrayal. I never wanted something that was already tainted. So, whether it was Aiden or the seven years we shared, I was done. I walked out of the witchās hidden cottage, my mind feeling strangely clear, yet terrifyingly empty. Parts of my past were now locked away in a magically sealed box. I knew they were there, but I had lost both the key and the desire to open it. The ritual required two stages. I had to return in five days for the final session. Following the faint memory of an address, I returned to the Blackwood Packās territory. The guards recognized me and let me pass with a respectful nod. I opened the door to my house to the sound of laughter. āLily did great! She won first place in the Alliance Hunt!ā āSheās really made our pack proud!ā I saw Lily surrounded by a crowd of my friends, her face blushing with pride. Aiden stood beside her, his posture relaxed but proud, a smile of approval on his lips. One of them noticed me, and their smile faded. The lively room fell silent. A flicker of discomfort crossed Aidenās face as he walked toward me. āSelena? Youāre back? Why didnāt you tell me you were out of the infirmary? I would have picked you up.ā I stepped away from his outstretched hand, my voice flat. āWhat? Did my return to my own home interrupt your party?ā The atmosphere turned awkward. Chloe, a pack mate Iād fought and bled with for years, tried to smooth things over. āSelena, youāre just in time.ā āWeāre celebrating Lilyās victory. We all pitched in for a gift, and since youāve looked after her for so long, itās only right that you give it to her.ā Before I could refuse, she shoved a small, beautifully wrapped box into my hand. Not wanting to drag this out, I held it out to Lily. The moment she reached for it, the box suddenly dropped to the floor. The wolf totem, carved from moonstone, shattered into pieces. Lilyās eyes filled with tears. āSelena⦠you still canāt forgive me, can you? That night was just an accident⦠I didnāt mean for it to happen.ā āIāve been so worried about you while you were recoveringā¦ā Seeing her cry, everyone turned on me, their words sharp with blame. āSelena, honestly, Lilyās life has been hard enough!ā āCanāt you just let her have one happy day to celebrate her achievement?ā I looked at the faces accusing me. In the center of it all, my fiancĆ© of seven years stared at me with pure disappointment. My heart felt like it was being pierced by silver needles. I could barely stand. āThatās enough,ā Aiden said, his voice low but carrying the full weight of his Alpha authority. The murmuring stopped. He walked to my side, his voice a low growl. āSelena, stop being childish. Lily earned this honor through her own hard work.ā āEven if youāre upset, know your time and place.ā He picked up the broken gift and tried to hand it back to me. āGive it to her again. After all, you two will have to get along in the future.ā His voice was gentle, but the hand on my shoulder was applying pressure, a silent command. I took a deep breath and stepped away from his touch. āThereās no need,ā I said softly. āShe and I⦠probably wonāt be living together anymore.ā āI actually came back today to pack my things.ā The moment I finished speaking, Lilyās crying intensified. āSelena, what do you mean by that? Are you kicking me out?ā She looked at Aiden, her eyes pleading. āAiden, what do I do? You promised meā¦ā Aidenās brow furrowed. He turned to me, his voice laced with Alpha authority and a weariness he couldnāt hide. āSelena, do you really have to take it this far?ā Before I could even explain, I was drowned out by the accusations of my former friends. āSelena! Thatās way too far!ā āIf you kick Lily out, where will she go? Itās dangerous for an Omega out there alone!ā āWhat if something happens to her? How could you live with yourself?ā Chloe looked at me, her face full of pity for Lily. āJust let it go, Selena. Look how much youāre hurting her. Sheās already been through so muchā¦ā I stared at Chloe, my heart turning to ice. A few years ago, she was captured by rogue wolves. I was the one who risked my life, sneaking into their den alone to rescue her. She had cried with gratitude, swearing she would never forget what I did for her. Now, she stood against me, defending the girl who kissed my fiancĆ©. āChloe, even if we are friends, this is my family matter⦠Besides, Iām the one moving out. This houseā¦ā Aiden cut me off. āThatās enough, Selena. Chloe is just trying to stand up for Lily.ā He comforted Lily with a soft voice while glaring at me. āIn the end, this is all because youāre still angry about me and Lily. But sheās suffered enough. If you have a problem, take it up with me. Donāt take it out on her.ā Faced with one accusation after another, I suddenly felt tired. So incredibly tired. I swallowed the explanation that was on the tip of my tongue and turned to go to my room. But Lily lunged forward, grabbing my arm, her eyes swimming with tears. āSelena, please donāt be mad at me. I promise Iāll never speak to Aiden againā¦ā Her grip was tight, her nails digging into my skin. I instinctively shook her off. I didnāt use much force, but Lily stumbled backward and fell dramatically to the floor. I reached out to help her, but Aiden shoved me away. āDonāt you touch her!ā I had never seen him so frantic. A sharp pain shot through my chest. āAiden, my ankle⦠I think itās sprained,ā Lily cried out. Aiden scooped her into his arms, holding her like she was the most precious treasure in the pack. He looked back at me, his eyes filled with thick, suffocating disappointment. āYou know how crucial mobility is for an Omegaās survival, yet you still let your petty jealousy hurt her.ā He carried Lily and strode toward the door. He paused without turning back, his voice low and cold. āSelena, youāre a fucking disgrace to this pack.ā My heart felt like it had been stabbed with a silver icicle, the chill spreading through my entire body. I forced my back straight, refusing to collapse. The others exchanged glances, and most of them followed Aiden out the door. The last to leave was a young wolf, one of Lilyās admirers. As he passed me, he sneered loudly. āSomeone just canāt stand that Lily is more popular than she is. An old bitch getting into catfights, how pathetic.ā My eyelashes trembled, but I held on to the last shred of my dignity. Aidenās call came while I was with the Pack Elders. āElder, I wish to apply for release from the pack to join the Lunar Guard.ā The Elder looked surprised. āBut youāre about to be bonded with the Alpha. Why would you want to go to a place like that?ā I managed a bitter smile. āThe bonding is off. Aiden and I⦠itās over.ā āSelena, what did you just say?ā I realized with a jolt that my phone had somehow connected the call. The Elder gestured for me to answer it. āNothing,ā I said into the phone. āItās just a movie.ā Aiden was silent for a long time, probably trying to figure out if I was lying. He must have believed me, because he didnāt press it. āYour silver bullet necklace is at my place. When are you coming to get it?ā Seven years ago, on a mission, heād taken a silver bullet for me. It had missed his heart by an inch. After it was removed, heād polished it and made it into a necklace, fastening it around my neck himself. āMy heart is yours now,ā he had whispered. For seven years, I had treasured that necklace. Now, it stirred nothing in me. āYou can hold onto it for now,ā I replied coolly. āWeāll sort it out later.ā After hanging up, I formally completed the paperwork to leave the pack and join the Lunar Guard. The Elder knew enough about my situation not to argue. I went back to my house and fell into a heavy sleep. When I woke up, Aiden was sitting on the edge of my bed. His voice was hoarse. āYouāre awake? I came to check on you, and⦠to bring you this.ā He pointed to the silver bullet necklace on the nightstand. I glanced at it but didnāt move to get it. āThanks, but you didnāt have to bring it over so late.ā He shook his head. āThis necklace is important.ā āSeeing it reminds me of everything weāve been through⦠Weāve overcome so much, and now weāre fighting over something so small⦠Itās not worth it.ā I remembered the past, too. I remembered him driving through a blizzard in the middle of the night to buy me medicine from a human town when I had a fever, nearly crashing his car. I remembered when my father died, he defied the Elders and rushed back from a border patrol to stay by my side. I remembered the day I was awarded the Pack Warrior medal, he announced to everyone that I was his pride and joy. Those were good times. I shifted slightly, the bruises and cuts on my body still visible. He didnāt seem to notice. He just kept talking. āThe pack gossip has been really hard on Lily. Her mental state is fragile, and she canāt handle her duties right now.ā āCould you go to the Elders and explain that what happened was a misunderstanding? So she can go back to work?ā I looked at him calmly. āAiden, in what capacity would I be explaining this? As your fated mate? Because I donāt want to marry you anymore.ā His jaw tightened, and a suppressed rage flared in his eyes. āSelena, would you just stop this bullshit.ā āIāve explained it a million times, the kiss was a mistake. Why are you still saying things just to piss me off?!ā I let out a low, bitter laugh. Aiden, how fucking arrogant do you have to be to think I canāt live without you? Seeing the pain on my face, he softened his tone. āJust rest for now. But deal with the explanation as soon as possible.ā āIām going to the infirmary to check on Lily. She canāt move well, she shouldnāt be alone.ā The moment the door clicked shut, I got up and locked it. Then I crawled back into bed and wrapped myself tightly in the blankets. I didnāt sleep at all. I woke up the next morning with a heavy head. As I reached for a glass of water, I accidentally knocked the silver bullet necklace off the table. I bent down to pick it up and my blood ran cold. On the side of the bullet, a tiny inscription was carved into the metal: ćLOVE LILYć Lily. There was no question who this necklace belonged to. I got up, opened my safe, and there it was. My necklace, with the letter āSā carved into it, lying right where I left it. I stared at it for a long time, and then I started to laugh. I laughed until tears streamed down my face. So, Aiden had already given his heart to someone else. I wiped my tears, contacted the Elders, and relinquished my claim on the independent cabin I had been assigned in the pack territory. After settling the paperwork, I checked into a cheap motel in the human town. My days were spent either finalizing my duties with the Elders or at the shooting range. Aiden and Lily felt like a distant memory. For the first time in a long time, I felt a sense of peace. Until Aiden called. āGet to the pack infirmary, now! That is an order from your Alpha! Do not disobey!ā I didnāt want to go, but my release from the pack wasnāt finalized. He was still my Alpha. I couldnāt defy a direct command. When I arrived at the intensive care wing, the hallway was crowded with pack members, the mood somber and tense. The second Aiden saw me, his eyes blazed with fury. He stormed over and grabbed my arm. āTell me! Why did you do it!ā āYou knew Lily has had severe trauma ever since her father died! And you hired someone to threaten her?ā āSelena, when did you become so fucking cruel?ā Pain shot up my arm. I tried to pull away, but his grip was like a steel trap. The others just watched, saying nothing. āIt wasnāt me. I havenāt even seen her. And I had no idea she had any trauma.ā Chloe couldnāt hold back. āYou still deny it? Then how did you use your authority as her former guardian to prevent the doctors from giving Lily her sedatives?ā āIf Lily had gotten her medication on time, she wouldnāt have been triggered! Are you still lying? Do you have any idea she almost died?ā Thatās when I saw Lily, cowering behind Aiden, trembling. āLily? Whatās wrong?ā At the sound of my voice, she flinched violently, covered her ears, and screamed. āStay away! Donāt hurt me! You can have Aiden! You can have everything, just leave me alone!ā She scrambled for the vase on her nightstand and hurled it at me. I couldnāt dodge in time. It smashed against my forehead. A deep gash opened up, and blood poured down my face. Aiden immediately shielded Lily with his body and roared at me. āGet out! Donāt come near her!ā I took a deep breath, pressed my hand to my bleeding head, and walked out of the room. Through the crack in the door, I saw Aiden holding Lily gently, whispering reassurances as if she were a fragile piece of glass. The others crowded around them, their faces etched with concern. I found the nurseās station and got my forehead patched up. Just as they finished, Aiden found me. His face was still a mask of fury. He glanced at the bandage on my head, a flicker of something in his eyes, but his voice was cold as ice. āLilyās condition is unstable. Sheās not in control of her actions. You should⦠try to be more understanding.ā I shook my head. āItās fine. Iām not going to argue with a patient. It must be hard for the Alpha, having to take care of a patient on top of all your duties.ā He was taken aback, clearly not expecting me to be so āmatureā about it. The lecture he had prepared died in his throat. āItās good that you⦠understand.ā He reached out to check my wound, but I stepped back, avoiding his touch. His hand froze in mid-air before he slowly lowered it, clenching it into a fist. āWhat happened to Lily has nothing to do with me,ā I said, my gaze clear and steady. He retorted instantly, his Alpha certainty unwavering. āAll the evidence points to you! Do you really think Lily would frame herself? Sheās not that manipulative!ā I looked at his absolute conviction, and suddenly, defending myself felt pointless. I didnāt argue. I just said, āAiden, letās just breāā Before I could finish, Chloe came running up. āAlpha! Itās bad! Lily had a breakdown because you were gone for too long!ā Aidenās face changed. Without a second of hesitation, he turned and sprinted back toward the hospital room. Watching his desperate retreat, I silently said goodbye. In three days, I would have my second and final memory severance ritual. Then, everything about them, about the pack, would be locked away for good. I turned to leave, but someone grabbed me from behind. Before I could struggle, a sharp pain exploded at the back of my head, and everything went dark. I woke up with a splitting headache. I was in a cold, windowless stone room. My hands and feet were bound to a stone slab with leather straps etched with silver runes. The silver burned against my skin, a constant, searing pain. The door opened, and Aiden walked in. He was wearing the black tactical uniform of the Alpha, his expression as hard as granite. āAiden? Let me go!ā My voice trembled with a mixture of rage and weakness. He shook his head, his tone chillingly calm, as if he were ordering an execution. āSelena, Lilyās mind has been shattered. The packās shaman says the chances of a full recovery are slim.ā āSo what? I told you, her condition has nothing to do with me!ā The last bit of warmth vanished from his eyes. āYouāre still denying it. Since you have no remorse, I have no choice but to take necessary measures. Iām going to let you experience for yourself the pain of having your mind torn apart. This is the price⦠you have to pay.ā He finished speaking and nodded to a witch in a black robe standing by the door. The witch approached, holding a piece of obsidian covered in grotesque runes. Her eyes were empty, devoid of any emotion. āBegin,ā Aiden commanded, pressing a bloody thumbprint onto a parchment scroll, sealing the order. I watched in horror as the witch held the obsidian to my forehead. My blood turned to ice. āAiden! You canāt do this to me!ā He didnāt look back. He walked out with a steady, determined stride, and the heavy stone door slammed shut, the sound echoing in the silent room. The witch pulled on a pair of gloves and pressed the obsidian against my temple, a twisted smile on her face. āMiss Selena, someone paid extra for me to take special care of you. Donāt worry, I guarantee youāll walk out of here without a single physical scar.ā She began to chant. An unearthly cold radiated from the stone, and an indescribable psychic force tore through my consciousness. My body convulsed violently, beyond my control. āAhhhh!ā I thrashed against the restraints, the silver burning deep into my flesh. I wanted to scream, to curse him, but even my thoughts were being ripped to shreds by the dark energy. I donāt know how many times I endured the torture. When they finally unbound me, I could barely stand. My eyes were vacant, my responses to the world around me sluggish and delayed. Three days later, Aiden came for me. He tried to help me up, but I shoved him away with all the strength I had left. I stumbled, using the wall to hold myself up. He looked at my broken state, and a complex emotionāmaybe guiltāflashed in his eyes. āI know you hate me, but you have to believe I did this for your own good.ā āYou have to pay for what you did. I couldnāt let you bully Lily.ā āSelena, I will make this up to youā¦ā I didnāt say a word. It wouldnāt have mattered anyway. I just wanted to get away from him. As I was wondering how, his Beta ran in. āAlpha, Miss Lily is having another episode. Sheās screaming for youā¦ā Aiden immediately turned, his voice urgent. āKeep an eye on her, Iām on my way!ā He looked back at me, hesitating. āGo,ā I said flatly. āI can get a cab.ā He stared at me for a moment, then turned and hurried away. Just then, I got a notification from the Elders. My application to leave the pack and join the Lunar Guard had been approved. I turned off my phone, hailed a cab, and went straight to the witchās hidden cottage. As I lay down on the familiar ritual slab, the witchās voice was as gentle as ever. āRelax, Miss Selena. This is the final session.ā āForget what needs to be forgotten. Your future will be like a field of untouched snow. Clean, and new.ā I said nothing. As my consciousness faded into darkness, a single tear escaped the corner of my eye and traced a path down my temple."


