PERSONAL NIGHTMARE
ASTRA
The hallway smelled like cheap body spray and desperation.
âIs the little piggy gonna cry?â one of the jerks sneered, his voice loud enough to bounce off the lockers. They circled the other girl like hyenas, poking her, laughing when she flinched. I recognized her shaky hands clutching her books to her chest. Same hands Iâd seen on myself in the mirror too many times.
I pulled my own hoodie up higher, letting the fabric swallow my hair and half my face. Keep moving. Donât make eye contact. Donât exist. I knew the rules: if they saw me, Iâd be next. And nobodyânobodyâever stepped in when it was my turn. Why should I play the hero now?
I took another step.
Then a pair of expensive sneakers planted right in front of me.
My heart slammed so hard I tasted it in my throat.
âGoing somewhere, Trash-tra?â
That voice. Low, lazy, laced with venom. Zane freaking Ashton.
I froze. Of course it was him. The king of this hellhole. Star quarterback. Golden boy. My personal nightmare.
He wasnât with the piggy crowd, he ran with his own pack. Four of them flanked him now, all smirks and letterman jackets, like theyâd rehearsed this in the locker room. Zane tilted his head, dark hair falling just over one eye, and flicked my glasses with one long finger. They slid crooked across my nose.
âS-stop it,â I whispered.
He leaned in closer, mocking my stutter perfectly. âS-stop it.â
I hated how my whole body vibrated when he got this close like every nerve remembered every time heâd made me feel small.
I hated him. I hated the way the entire school worshipped him. Yes, objectively he was stupidly handsome: sharp jaw, bright green eyes, broad shoulders that filled out that jersey like it was custom-made. But to me? Ugly. Rotten. A walking red flag in cleats.
This wasnât random hallway cruelty. This was personal.
I glared up at him through my smudged lenses, channeling every ounce of sass I kept buried deep. âMove.â
His lips curved not a smile, more like a predator deciding whether to play with its food. âOr what, Trash-tra? You gonna write me a strongly worded essay?â
His friends snickered. One muttered something about ânerd.â My cheeks burned, heat crawling up my neck, but I didnât drop my stare. Iâd learned early: looking away was surrender.
The bell rang suddenly, sharp and deafening. Everyone scattered like roaches, rushing to class. I tried to sidestep him.
Zane shifted, blocking me effortlessly. He leaned down until his breath brushed my ear, voice dropping so low only I could hear.
âKeep walking around like youâre invisible, and maybe one day you will be. But not to me.â
A shiver raced down my spine, cold, unwanted, electric. He straightened, smirking like heâd won something, then turned and sauntered off with his squad, leaving me rooted to the spot.
The hallway emptied.
I sucked in a shaky breath, fingers trembling as I fixed my glasses.
âItâs almost over,â I muttered to myself, the words barely audible. âSenior year. One more semester. Then Iâm gone.â
But deep down, I knew better.
Guys like Zane didnât let things end that easily.
The rest of the school day dragged on in a haze of lectures I barely heard and hallways I tried to disappear in. I kept my head down, hoodie up, weaving through corridors and avoiding any spot where Zane or his crew might appear. When the final bell finally rang, I didnât wait around. I bolted out the side exit, grabbed my scooter from the rack, strapped on my helmet, and slung the delivery bag over my shoulder.
I kicked the scooter to life and headed straight to the strip on Maple Street, the busy stretch with the pizza place, burger joint, and coffee shop where orders came fastest after the school rush. It was my daily routine: park near the curb, open the app, wait for the first ping.
The city air hit different out here, cooler, freer. My regulars were the only people who ever smiled at me like I mattered.
âExtra pepperoni, just how you like it, Mrs. Hannah.â I handed over the warm box at her door. The old ladyâs wrinkled face lit up.
âYouâre a blessing, sweetheart. HereâŠâ She pressed a crumpled five into my palm. âFor your trouble.â
I tried to wave it off, but she wouldnât hear it. âThank you, Mrs. Hannah. Have a good night.â
Next stop: Mr. Brownâs apartment on the third floor. He opened the door in his usual bathrobe.
âSaved me from another frozen dinner,â he said, chuckling. âYouâre keeping me alive, kid.â
I laughedâreal, for the first time all day. âHappy to help, Mr. Brown.â
I ran four more deliveries before the sky turned bruised purple. My legs burned, my throat dry, but every dollar counted.
I had no idea this would be my last normal night.
When I finally pulled up to our building, my stomach dropped.
Everything was outside.
Momâs faded quilt, my textbooks, clothes spilling from ripped bags, a cracked lamp, my old stuffed bear half-buried under papers, scattered across the cracked sidewalk like trash. A couple of little kids from the next building were poking through it, giggling as one held up my old sketchbook.
âNoâdrop that!â I lunged forward, snatching it back. My voice cracked. âThatâs mine.â
They scampered off, laughing. I knelt, trying to gather things, hands shaking so badly I couldnât hold anything.
The door creaked open. Mrs. Delgado, our landlady, stepped out with her arms crossed, face scrunched in a familiar frown.
âTwo months, Astra. Two months behind. I warned you.â
I stood up fast, heart hammering. âPlease, Mrs. Delgado. Iâm working every day after school. My momâs in the hospital, you know that. The billsâŠ.â
âI know.â She cut me off. âI feel for you, girl. But I got my own bills. This ainât charity.â
People were staring, neighbors on balconies, a guy walking his dog. Heat crawled up my neck. I dug into my pocket, pulled out the crumpled bills from todayâs tips, maybe forty bucks total and thrust them toward her.
âPlease. This is all I have right now. Take it. Iâll get more tomorrow, I swear.â
She looked at the money like it insulted her, then snatched it anyway. âNot even close to what you owe.â She pocketed it and turned away. âYouâve got till morning to clear this mess off my property.â
The door slammed.
I sank to my knees on the cold concrete. Everything hurt, my chest, my eyes, the back of my throat. Tears came hot and fast, silent at first, then choking sobs I couldnât stop. No one came over. No one asked if I was okay. Neighbors watched from windows, then looked away.
I had no friends to call. No aunt, no cousin, no one. Books and TV always gave the lonely girl a secret support squad, but real life didnât work that way.
At Harrington Academy, the fancy private school Iâd clawed my way into at thirteen after winning that stupid statewide science competitionânobody had ever really wanted me around. The scholarship covered tuition, not belonging. My one almost-friend freshman year drifted away when her real friends decided I was too âweird.â Too raggedy. Too poor. I stopped trying after that.
I started packing what I could salvage into my backpack and two grocery bags, clothes, books, Momâs favorite scarf, the bear. My hands wouldnât stop shaking.
An old voice behind me. âChild, you got somewhere to put all this?â
Mrs. Rivera, the elderly lady from 3B. She leaned on her cane, eyes soft.
I sniffed, wiped my face on my sleeve. âNo. I⊠I donât.â
She sighed. âBring what you can carry up to my place. I got space in the closet. Come get it tomorrow or the next day when you figure things out.â
I stared at her, throat too tight to speak. âThank you,â I managed.
We hauled what we could, two trips. She didnât ask questions, just patted my arm when we finished.
I slung the heaviest bag over my shoulder and started walking. No money for bus fare, but the hospital wasnât far. Three miles. I could do three miles.
The streets blurred past. My sneakers slapped pavement, shoulders aching. By the time I reached St. Maryâs, the sky was full dark. Nurses at the entrance gave me weird looks, a girl with bags, tear-streaked face. I didnât care.
I found Momâs room on autopilot. Fluorescent lights buzzed. She was asleep, small and pale under the thin blanket, IV dripping slowly. She didnât stir when I came in.
Dr. Ray was in the hall, clipboard in hand. He saw me and his face changedâconcern, then alarm.
âAstra? Whatâs going on?â
I opened my mouth. Nothing came out at first. Then the dam broke.
I slid down the wall, bags tumbling, and just⊠bawled. Ugly, wrenching sobs that echoed down the corridor. Everything poured outâthe eviction, the money, the stuff on the sidewalk, Mom not remembering my name last week, how I was failing her, failing everything.
Dr. Ray knelt beside me, voice low and steady. âHey. Hey, breathe. Tell me what happened.â
But all I could do was cry harder, because saying it out loud made it real.
And I wasnât sure I could survive real anymore.
NEW JOB
ASTRA
Dr. Rayâs office smelled like disinfectant and stale coffee. I sat across from him, clutching the handkerchief heâd handed me, pressing it hard against my eyes until the fabric was damp. My voice came out small and shaky.
âEverything is too much,â I whispered. âIâm really trying my best, juggling three part-time jobs with school and Momâs hospital bills and rent and everything else. I just⊠I donât know how much longer I can keep this up.â
Dr. Ray stayed quiet for a moment, letting me breathe. He leaned forward slightly, his expression steady, patient â the way he always looked when delivering bad news.
âYouâve been carrying more than most adults,â he said gently. âAnyone in your position would feel overwhelmed.â
A weak laugh slipped out of me. âI must look terrible.â
âYou look exhausted,â he replied calmly. âNot terrible.â
His voice was kind, but professional â the reassuring tone of a doctor, not someone crossing a line. He slid the tissue box closer across the desk.
I wiped my face quickly, trying to pull myself together.
âIâll figure something out,â I said. âIâll take more shifts. Maybe another job after school. Even if I have to drop outââ
The words caught in my throat.
Dropping out.
After four years at Harrington Academy. After fighting so hard to stay there.
I swallowed hard.
âAnd⊠my mom,â I asked quietly. âIs she getting any better?â
Dr. Ray exhaled slowly and leaned back in his chair.
âThe prognosis hasnât changed,â he said. âEarly-onset Alzheimerâs progresses differently for everyone, but her memory loss is accelerating. Sheâs having more confusion episodes, and physically sheâs starting to struggle â balance, coordination. The medication can slow things down, but it canât reverse the disease.â
My chest tightened. Tears slid silently down my cheeks again.
He paused, then added carefully:
âAnd the hospital canât continue extending credit much longer. Iâve advocated for you as far as I can, but the billing department will need payment soon. Otherwise, theyâll begin discharge planning.â
The words landed like bricks.
I stared down at the floor.
âI understand,â I whispered.
Silence settled between us for a few seconds. Then Dr. Ray shifted in his chair, his tone changing slightly â more practical now.
âThere may be another option,â he said.
My head snapped up.
âWhat kind of option?â
âA job,â he replied. âA live-in position.â
My heart skipped.
He continued:
âI know a family â very wealthy, very private. They come here regularly for treatment. Theyâre looking for someone responsible to stay in their home and help care for their children. The pay is generous. And it includes housing.â
Housing.
A place to sleep.
My spine straightened instantly.
âYes,â I said, breathless. âYes, Iâm interested.â
He studied my face for a moment, making sure I understood.
âTheyâre particular people,â he said. âThey value privacy and discretion. Not everyone is comfortable in that environment.â
âI donât mind,â I said quickly. âI just need the job.â
Another pause.
Then he nodded.
âAll right,â he said, reaching for his phone. âLet me call them.â
My fingers curled tightly in my lap as he stepped to the side of the room. My pulse hammered in my ears.
Please. Please let this work.
I listened to fragments of the conversation:
âYes⊠I have someone suitable⊠Responsible, hardworking⊠Final-year student⊠Yes, she can start immediately.â
A short pause.
Then he ended the call and turned back toward me.
âYou got the job,â he said.
For a second, I just stared at him.
Then the tears came again â not from fear this time, but relief.
I pushed out of the chair and hugged him without thinking.
He stiffened in surprise for half a heartbeat, then gently patted my shoulder â formal, reassuring.
âItâs going to be okay,â he said.
And for the first time in days, I believed it.
****
âRelax,â he said again, softer this time. âTheyâre going to love you.â
âIâm⊠relaxed,â I lied.
He chuckled. âNo youâre not. That foot-tapping has been going for the last ten minutes.â
I looked down, my left foot was drumming against the floor mat like it had its own heartbeat. I pressed my palm hard against my thigh to stop it.
âSorry.â
âYou have nothing to be sorry for. Everythingâs going to be fine.â He glanced at the bags between my legs. âAnd is that everything you need?â
âWell, yes, most of my things. I donât really have much, and the rest of my stuff is with Mrs. Rivera, one of my neighbors. If I start this job, hopefully I can keep some of it in the room they give me, and the others I can pick up later when I get paid.â
Dr. Ray nodded once, eyes on the road.
âYou will,â he said calmly. âThis job pays well enough that you wonât have to worry about storage fees or losing anything. Just focus on settling in tonight.â
I nodded, but my stomach stayed knotted. The city lights blurred past the window, and every mile felt like it was pulling me further from the life I knew.
Dr. Rayâs hands tightened slightly on the wheel.
âTheyâre⊠particular about who they let in,â he said quietly. âJust be careful what you ask about.â
I blinked.
âWhat do you mean?â
He shook his head, eyes forward.
âNothing. Just⊠trust me on this one.â
That didnât make me feel better.
We turned off the main road onto a quieter street lined with tall trees. Then the gate appeared, black iron, massive, with a gold crest at the top. It slid open automatically as we approached, smooth and silent.
My breath caught.
âOh my godâŠâ
Dr. Ray gave a soft huff of amusement.
âYeah,â he said. âThatâs the reaction most people have the first time.â
We rolled through the gate and up a long, curving driveway lit by soft lanterns. The mansion rose ahead of us, three stories of pale stone, arched windows glowing warm gold, ivy climbing the walls like it had been there forever.
It didnât look like a house.
It looked like a place with rules.
I turned to him.
âHow rich are these people?â
He smiled faintly.
âRich enough,â he said. âCome on.â
He parked near the fountain in the circular drive. I grabbed my bags, heart hammering, and followed him up the wide stone steps to the double oak doors.
They opened before we even knocked.
A beautiful blond woman stood in the doorway, tall, elegant, wearing a cream silk blouse and jeans that probably cost more than my entire wardrobe. Her posture was straight, composed, like she was used to being obeyed.
Behind her, a man in a crisp black suit, definitely a butler, stepped aside silently.
âRay,â she said warmly, stepping forward to hug him.
âElira,â he replied. âGood to see you.â
Then her gaze shifted to me.
She didnât smile immediately.
She looked.
Slowly. Carefully. Taking in my clothes, my shoes, the bags in my hands.
Then, at last, her lips curved.
âYou must be Astra.â
I swallowed.
âGood evening, maâam.â
âOh,â she said softly, studying my face. âYouâre very pretty.â
The compliment didnât feel casual.
It felt like an observation.
âCome in,â she said. âPlease.â
We stepped inside.
The foyer alone was bigger than my old apartment. Marble floors. A chandelier the size of a small car. Fresh flowers arranged on every surface perfectly spaced, perfectly placed, not a single petal out of line.
Everything looked beautiful andâŠâŠ.controlled.
As Elira led us down the hallway, my eyes caught on a closed door at the far end.
There was a lock on it.
Old, heavy and out of place in a house this polished.
She noticed where I was looking.
Her smile came quickly. A fraction too quickly.
âThatâs just storage,â she said smoothly. âNothing to worry about.â
I nodded.
But something in my chest tightened anyway.
She led us into a living room with plush cream sofas, a roaring fireplace, and a long glass table covered in food, trays of macarons, tiny sandwiches, fruit tarts, chocolate-dipped strawberries, little cakes.
Everything was arranged perfectly.
Too perfectly.
âHelp yourselves,â Elira said, gesturing gracefully.
My mouth watered, but my stomach twisted too hard to eat. Dr. Ray picked up a macaron and popped it into his mouth like this was completely normal.
Elira sat across from us, crossing her legs neatly.
âSo, Astra,â she said. âTell me about yourself. You have experience caring for children, yes?â
I sat up straighter.
âYes, maâam. Iâve babysat for my neighbors, younger kids, sometimes infants. Iâm good with routines, feeding, bedtime stories, homework help. Iâve never had any complaints.â
She listened without interrupting, her expression thoughtful but unreadable.
âThatâs good,â she said. âWhat school do you attend? Ray mentioned youâre in your final year.â
âHarrington Academy.â
Her brows lifted slightly.
âMy boys go there too.â
I blinked.
âBoys?â
âYes,â she said. âThree. One is in his final year just like you. The other two are twins. Eight years old.â
A senior and two little boys.
Manageable.
Hopefully.
She continued asking questions about schedules, discipline, cooking, schoolwork, routines. Each one calm. Precise. Like she was checking boxes in her head.
Then she paused.
âAnd your family?â she asked gently.
Her gaze stayed steady on mine.
âWho would expect you home in the evenings? Anyone who might object to you living here?â
My throat tightened.
âItâs just me,â I said. âMy momâs in the hospital. Early-onset Alzheimerâs. Iâm her primary contact, but I can manage my time. I always do.â
Silence settled between us.
She studied me now not politely.
Carefully.
Evaluating.
âAnd you wonât bring drama into my home?â she asked softly.
âNo boyfriends or distractions?â
Heat crept up my neck.
âNo, maâam. I donât really⊠have time for that.â
A flash of Zaneâs face crossed my mind, those green eyes always finding me in a crowd.
I shoved the thought away.
Another pause.
Long enough for my palms to start sweating.
Finally, she leaned back.
âYou understand,â she said slowly, âthis is not just babysitting.â
My chest tightened.
âMy family values privacy. Loyalty. Discretion. If you live here, you represent this household.â
I nodded quickly.
âI understand.â
Silence again.
Heavy and measured.
Then she leaned forward slightly, studying me one last time.
The room felt too quiet.
ThenâŠ.
She smiled.
âYouâre hired.â
My breath caught.
âThe position pays five thousand dollars a month, room and board included,â she continued. âI will also authorize a two-thousand-dollar advance tonight so you can handle any urgent expenses.â
Five thousand.
A month.
My hands trembled.
She slid a folder across the table.
âThis is the contract,â she said. âTake a look.â
I lifted it carefully. The pages felt thick, Official and Important.
My eyes skimmed the lines, live-in duties, childcare, confidentiality, no outside jobs without permission.
The pen hovered over the paper.
Just for a second.
Then I signed.
Elira took the contract back, her smile warm.
Satisfied.
âWelcome to the Ashton family, Astra.â
Ashton.
The name hit me like ice water.
Zane Ashton.
I had just signed my life awayâŠ
to the house of the boy who made mine hell.
INSTABILITY
ASTRA
âThis is going to be your room,â Elira said as she pushed open the door and led me inside.
My breath caught.
The bedroom was bigger than any room I had ever seen or been in. Soft cream walls. A massive queen bed piled with white linens that looked untouched. A wide window overlooking the dark garden. An ensuite bathroom.
There was a sleek desk by the window, a side table with a lamp glowing warm gold, and a velvet chaise in the corner like something from a magazine. A closed door on the far wall probably led to a walk-in closet.
Everything smelled faintly of lavender and new paint.
I stood frozen in the doorway, bags still dangling from my shoulders, feeling like I had stepped into someone elseâs dream.
Elira watched me quietly, a small, knowing smile touching her lips.
âItâs sparse right now,â she said. âBut you can decorate however you like. The walls were painted recently, so no nails for now. But you may add plants, posters whatever makes it feel like yours. This is your space while youâre here.â
My throat tightened.
No one had ever given me permission to make anything mine before.
âThank you,â I managed. âI⊠I donât even know where to start.â
âYou will.â
She stepped back toward the door, then paused. Her posture shifted slightly, the warmth still there, but something firmer settling underneath it.
âBut before I leave you to settle in,â she continued, tone gentle but unmistakably serious, âthere are a few rules youâll need to follow.â
I nodded quickly. My glasses slid down my nose.
âOf course. Anything.â
She raised one manicured finger.
âFirst: privacy is sacred in this house. You do not enter rooms that are closed or locked. You do not ask questions about matters that do not concern you. If something feels⊠off, you come to me or my husband. Not the boys or staff. Me.â
The locked door from earlier flashed in my mind.
The heavy metal latch.
Her too-quick smile.
âUnderstood,â I said.
She studied my face for a moment, making sure.
Then she continued.
âSecond: the twins come first. Always. If they wake at two in the morning because of a nightmare, you respond immediately. No complaints or delays.â
Her voice softened slightly.
âThey have had enough instability already.â
I wondered what kind of instability she meant.
âThird,â she said, meeting my eyes again, âno outside drama. No friends staying over. No boyfriends sneaking in. No posting about this house or this family online. What happens here stays here.â
The way she said it didnât feel like a request.
It felt like a boundary carved in stone.
Heat crept up my neck.
âI donât have anyone to bring over,â I said quietly. âAnd I donât really post much.â
She held my gaze for a long beat.
Weighing.
âGood,â she said at last.
Then she stepped slightly closer.
âFourth and this is the most important one.â
Her voice dropped just enough to pull my full attention.
âZane can be⊠difficult. He is protective of his brothers and of this house.â
My stomach flipped.
This was his house.
Zane Ashtonâs house.
The boy who made my life miserable.
âBut if he pushes your boundaries,â she continued calmly, âor treats you unkindly, you come to me immediately. Do not attempt to handle him alone.â
The word difficult landed like a stone in water.
âYes, maâam,â I said automatically, then winced at how small my voice sounded.
Her lips curved slightly not quite a smile.
âI expect you can follow the rules,â she said.
âI can,â I replied.
She reached out and squeezed my shoulder lightly. The touch felt almost maternal, reassuring.
âYouâre going to do well here, Astra. Get some rest. The twins will be up early tomorrow, and they will be very excited to meet you.â
She turned to leave, then paused in the doorway.
âOh⊠one more thing.â
Her eyes flicked briefly toward the closet door.
âIf you hear anything strange at night, footsteps, doors opening it is likely just the house settling. Old homes make noise.â
A small smile returned to her face.
âDonât worry about it.â
She stepped out and closed the door softly behind her.
The click sounded louder than it should have.
I stood there for a long moment, heart thudding unevenly.
The room was beautiful.
The bed looked soft enough to swallow me whole.
The air smelled clean and expensive.
But her last words lingered.
If you hear anything strange at nightâŠ
I set my bags down slowly.
Then I crossed the room.
My hand hovered over the closet handle.
*****
I stepped out of the shower with a small smile. I had spent nearly an hour under the hot spray, letting the steam wash away the dayâs grime and fear.
The bathroom was ridiculous, marble tiles, rainfall showerhead, heated towel rack.
I wrapped myself in one of the fluffy white towels and padded back into the bedroom.
The room felt less overwhelming now.
Almost⊠mine.
My gaze drifted back to the closet door.
It had been staring at me since Elira left.
I sighed, shook out my damp hair, and crossed to my bags. I pulled out my faded pajamas, an oversized T-shirt and soft shorts that had seen better days and slipped them on.
Comfortable.
That was all that mattered.
Then I turned back to the closet.
I counted to three.
Then I opened it.
The door swung silently.
Inside: rows of empty shelves, hanging rods bare, a full-length mirror on the back wall. A faint scent of cedar and nothing else.
No boxes.
No secrets.
Just space.
Normal.
I exhaled slowly.
Maybe I was being paranoid.
My phone buzzed on the side table.
One new message from Dr. Ray.
Ray: You settled in okay? If anything feels off, call me. Anytime. Youâre not alone in this.
A grateful smile tugged at my lips.
Me: Thank you, the room is beautiful. Iâm okay. Really grateful for everything.
I hit send.
My stomach growled loudly.
I pressed a hand against it.
I had barely eaten all day.
Elira had said the kitchen was open.
Still⊠it was late. The house felt too quiet.
But hunger won.
I slipped on my socks so my footsteps wouldnât echo, cracked the bedroom door, and listened.
Silence.
I padded down the hallway past closed doors and expensive paintings. The staircase curved into shadow below.
Just fruit.
In and out.
The kitchen was massive, gleaming counters, double ovens, a refrigerator that looked like it belonged in a showroom. Moonlight spilled through tall windows, turning everything silver.
Then I saw it.
A plate on the counter.
Covered in foil.
A sticky note sat on top.
Astra in case you're hungry. Heat it if you like. â E
My chest tightened.
She had remembered.
She had expected me.
I peeled back the foil.
Steam drifted upward.
Grilled chicken. Roasted vegetables. Creamy mashed potatoes. A small salad.
It smelled incredible.
I blinked quickly.
Donât cry.
I carried the plate to the microwave and set the timer.
Then I turned to the fridge.
Rows of labeled containers. Fresh fruit. Yogurts. Juices.
I grabbed the orange juice and searched for a glass.
The cabinets were high.
I stretched onto my tiptoes and pulled one open.
The hinge creaked softly.
ThenâŠ.
A voice cut through the silence behind me.
Cold, sharp and familiar.
âWho the hell are you⊠and what are you doing?â
I froze.
Every muscle locked.
I knew that voice.
I had hoped, prayed even that I wouldnât have to see him until morning.
But he was here.
Now.
And standing right behind me.
NOT OVER
ZANE
I pulled into the driveway and killed the engine, the low rumble dying into silence. Stepping out, I rolled my shoulder, feeling the ache from practice still buried deep in the muscle. The house was dark except for the soft glow of the security lights. Everyone was asleep or at least they should have been.
I fished the spare key from my pocket, unlocked the door, and slipped inside. The foyer was dead quiet, marble cold beneath my sneakers. I was halfway to the stairs when a soft rustle drifted from the kitchen.
I stopped.
Not loud. Just⊠movement.
I knew this house. Knew the hum of the fridge, the settling groans in the walls, the old pipes knocking at night. This wasnât that.
Mom would never be in the kitchen this late. Dad wasnât home. The twins were out before nine, and the staff knew better than to wander around after midnight unless something was wrong.
So who the hell was in there?
My pulse kicked up. I eased my backpack off one shoulder, set it silently against the wall, and moved toward the kitchen doorway.
I reached the threshold.
There she was.
Back to me, standing on tiptoe in front of an open cabinet, reaching for a glass she couldnât quite grab. Short. Curvy. Dressed in an oversized T-shirt and faded shorts. Hair damp and clinging to the back of her neck.
I didnât recognize her at first.
âWho the hell are you,â I said, voice low and sharp, âand what are you doing?â
She froze.
Then she turned.
And my whole body went still.
Astra Hawthorne.
Trash-tra?
For one second, I genuinely thought I was hallucinating.
Her eyes went huge behind those stupid glasses. âIâŠIâm not stealing,â she stammered.
I stared at her, my brain refusing to catch up. Astra. In my kitchen. In my house. At midnight.
âWhat the fuck are you doing here?â I snapped, stepping closer. âHow did you get in?â
She gripped the edge of the counter. âI live hereâŠâŠnowâ
I laughed, short and disbelieving. âYou live here?â
Her chin lifted, shaky but stubborn. âElira hired me. Iâm the new live-in babysitter for your brothers.â
The words hit like a punch to the throat.
Astra Hawthorne. Sleeping under my roof, walking my halls, and touching things in my house like she belonged here.
My jaw clenched.
âYouâve got to be kidding me.â
âIâm not,â she said, trying for steady even though her hands were shaking. âI signed the contract. Iâm staying.â
I moved closer until she had to lean back against the counter.
âYou think you can just walk into my house and act like you belong here?â I said quietly.
Her breath caught, but she didnât look away. âIâm not acting. I was hired.â
My gaze flicked to the counter. Foil-covered plate. My motherâs handwriting on the note.
Astra followed my stare. âShe left food for me,â she said. âI have permission to be here.â
That made something ugly twist in my chest.
I planted one hand on the counter beside her, boxing her in without touching her.
âYou will go upstairs,â I said, each word clipped, âpack your things, and tell my mother this isnât happening.â
Her throat bobbed.
Then she said, âNo.â
I let out a harsh laugh. âYou think that was a suggestion?â
Her eyes flashed. âIâm not leaving because you told me to.â
That answer lit a fuse.
My hand shot out before I could think. I grabbed a fistful of her damp hair and yanked her head back hard.
âAhhh,â She gasped and then let out a low groan of pain as her neck arched, exposing the soft line of her throat.
âYou donât belong here,â I said. âYou didnât belong at school, and you sure as hell donât belong here.â
Pain flickered across her face, quick and sharp, but it didnât break her.
She swallowed and whispered, âThatâs not your decision.â
For a second, I just looked at her.
At the trembling shoulders. The fear in her eyes. The stupid, stubborn way she still held my stare.
Then the kitchen lights snapped on.
âWhat is going on here?â
My motherâs voice cut through the silence like glass.
I straightened immediately, stepping back half a pace but not taking my eyes off Astra.
Mom stood in the doorway in a silk robe, her face calm in that way that meant she was furious.
âZane,â she said. âWhy are you cornering her?â
âI donât want her here,â I said flatly. âGet rid of her.â
Mom walked farther into the kitchen, placing herself between us.
âShe is staying,â she said.
I looked over her shoulder at Astra. She was still pressed against the counter, breathing too fast, one hand braced behind her, her face pale.
âThis thing?â I said coldly.
âShe has a name,â Mom replied. âAnd she works for this family now.â
I laughed once, bitter.
âYou hired her? Seriously?â
âYes,â she said. âAnd you will treat her with basic respect.â
Astra looked like she wanted to disappear into the floor, but her chin was up again.
That look got under my skin.
Still scared and shaking but refusing to fold.
I stepped back fully, hands flexing at my sides.
âFine,â I said, voice low. âLet her stay.â
My gaze locked on Astra one last time.
âBut donât say I didnât warn you.â
I turned and walked out of the kitchen.
I could feel her staring after me.
And deep in my gut, I knew this wasnât over.
Not even close.